“But as for me, because I tell the truth you don’t believe me” (Yochanan (Jhn) 8:45). We live in a culture obsessed with truth. Often folks are looking to make their own truth, redefine truth, or keep a limited understanding of truth. But in a culture that only wants to hear their own words repeated back, research and study are replaced with agreement and echoes. Research and study will sometimes prove that you are wrong while agreement and echoes only reinforce that you are right. When I research and study, I have to be open to the possibility that I am wrong. And far too often in my life God reveals that what I have thought was wrong. That doesn’t mean that I was totally wrong about things, however, that as I grow in learning about Him more truth is revealed to deepen my understanding of Him.
I am so glad that my knowledge of God is ever growing and ever changing. If I had the same understanding of God that I did last week, last month, last year, or a decade ago, then it would show very little growth. And I think that sort of metacognitive reflection about our walk with Jesus is important. I used to be all too comfortable in my understanding of God. I thought I had it all figured out because I didn’t want to change. Comfortability in thought does not lead to growth. And God has done everything He can to make me as uncomfortable as possible over the past few years. He has moved me to go places and do things that were not comfortable at first. When I entered my first prayer group, I was not comfortable BUT I went anyway because that is where God led me. When I started going back to church, I was not comfortable BUT I went anyway because that is where God led me. God leads me into a lot of places where I am not comfortable at first. The great thing about where He leads is that it is where He wants me to be. And even though I may feel uncomfortable at first, He does not leave me there alone. And the glorious thing is that I typically figure out that I belong there and feel really comfortable in little time.
God is always telling us the truth even when that truth makes us uncomfortable, especially when that truth makes us uncomfortable because He needs me to change. I am working on perfection. I am not there yet. And how am I going to get perfect without letting Him change me? So, instead of looking for our own truth or redefining the truth or, most importantly, being comfortable with our own understanding of the truth, I need to step out into where He leads to learn more of what He wants to reveal. Are you listening to where He leads or are you comfortable?
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Grace and Shalom to your home. The Kingdom of God is now!
I love you. I forgive you. Have a blessed and abundant day!