"We need the true Christmas, 'Bread of Life'; we need 'Jesus a Saviour'…. Let us embrace the Gospel…. Let us believe and rejoice… [and] heartily welcome the 'glad tidings.'"
Charles Bullock
I had another conversation with my cousin this weekend that did not turn out the way I planned. They never turn out the way I plan. For the past decade or so, we have been at odds over our political outlook and, not until recently, did I find out that he also considers himself a Christian. Now, how could I over the past decade not have any idea of that. Well, his outward example to me does not show the good news or glad tidings of the Way.
'Ye are the light of the world. A citie that is set on an hill, cannot be hid. Neither doe men light a candel, and put it vnder a bushel, but on a candlesticke, and it giueth light vnto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good workes, and glorifie your Father which is in heauen. '
Matthew 5:14-16 GNV
Before I returned to following Christ, I would have long arguments with him and try to prove him wrong. What a pointless use of my time. Over the past few months of rededicating myself to studying the Word and following Christ, my perspective of all those things we used to argue about have changed with so much of my life as well. And once I started to see the error of my Ways, I went around the InterWebs and life and apologized for the way I used to act.
It was not enough for me to ask God for forgiveness for all the dumbheaded things I did, for all the stubborn and foolish things I said, and for all the problems I caused so many people. I needed to bring my message of forgiveness to as many folks as I could. So, Lord knows, there were a lot of people I couldn’t reach and a lot that I did. And, on a side note, if you would like an apology from me and I overlooked you, then please reach out. And my cousin was one of those folks that I asked for forgiveness which began a conversation about Christ.
'But seeke ye first the kingdome of God, and his righteousnesse, and all these things shall be ministred vnto you. Care not then for the morowe: for the morowe shall care for it selfe: the day hath ynough with his owne griefe.'
Matthew 6:33-34 GNV
Now, I will spare you the details of this conversation that again descended into insults and misunderstandings. However, I was not throwing insults or using profanity or getting angry as I once would have with a drink in my hand and laughter in my heart. I was sober and respectful and offered the Word, sometimes literally. I say that not to praise myself because it is only through Christ that I changed my actions and thoughts BUT through all that I had some time to reflect about forgiveness.
When I asked those folks for forgiveness for what I had said and done and thought, I was asking God for forgiveness all over again. I was talking to one of His created images that I had wronged. And through that action of asking for forgiveness, I was again trying to make things right with God. And I think that all too often we overlook the created works that we interact with daily. And we overlook that only through service to them are we showing obedience to God. Only through looking for the best of them are we showing respect to God.
I asked my cousin if he respected me and the short version of that response was no. And that was when my heart really knew he was in trouble. Our society in America is all about earning respect BUT that isn’t how respect works. We can freely choose to give respect to all just like Christ did. He even respects us when we do the wrong thing like the story of the rich young ruler. He thought he was doing everything he needed to follow Christ BUT he couldn’t let his possessions get out of his way. Sometimes our own will is the possession that won’t get out of the way. So, I pray that we truly find forgiveness from Christ and we truly find forgiveness from each other by letting go of what separates us from Christ.
'And Iesus looked vpon him, and loued him, and sayde vnto him, One thing is lacking vnto thee. Go and sell all that thou hast, and giue to the poore, and thou shalt haue treasure in heauen, and come, follow me, and take vp the crosse. But hee was sad at that saying, and went away sorowfull: for he had great possessions. '
Mark 10:21-22 GNV
Grace and Shalom this Sabbath. Shalom to your home. Bless your being. The reign of the Lord is now. Be a blessing to the Lord and others.