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Embrace the Within

Focusing inward to create the abundant life God wants.

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  • Apr 10, 2023
  • 3 min read

“Therefore you have no excuse or justification, everyone of you who [hypocritically] judges and condemns others; for in passing judgment on another person, you condemn yourself, because you who judge [from a position of arrogance or self-righteousness] are habitually practicing the very same things [which you denounce][This is not a prohibition of judgment, nor is it a command to stop using godly wisdom, common sense, and moral courage together with God’s written word to discern right from wrong, to distinguish between morality and immorality, and to judge doctrinal truth. There are many judgments that are not only legitimate, but are commanded (cf John 7:24; 1 Cor 5:5, 12; Gal 1:8, 9; 1 John 4:1-3; 2 John 10); however, you cannot judge another if you are committing the same type of sin.]. And we know that the judgment of God falls justly and in accordance with truth on those who practice such things.

But do you think this, O man, when you judge and condemn those who practice such things, and yet do the same yourself, that you will escape God’s judgment and elude His verdict? Or do you have no regard for the wealth of His kindness and tolerance and patience [in withholding His wrath]? Are you [actually] unaware or ignorant [of the fact] that God’s kindness leads you to repentance [that is, to change your inner self, your old way of thinking—seek His purpose for your life]”(Romans 2:1-4 AMP)?

Courage is choosing to change. I have been saying that for the past three years partially because I needed it to be true and partially because it has proven itself to be true. BUT I cannot change without God. His kindness, His tolerance, His patience, His grace, and His mercy are what allow me the time and ability to change. He gives me the courage to change even when it is difficult. He gives me the courage to change even when the situations seem insurmountable. He gives me the courage to change even when I can’t see a way to change. He gives me the courage to change into the image He wants for my life.

There is a lot of hypocrisy and idolatry that gets in my way of His change in my life. And in this part of Paul’s letter, he addresses those two problems. He addresses how I can easily judge others for their sins and forget that my judgment is not the one that matters. He also addresses the idea that a lot of my problems are enthroning something other than God as the ruler of my life. I set myself enthroned to judge others and myself when that job is only God’s.

I should be seeking His purpose and His discernment on how to live rather than relying on my own. I should be praying and studying and working on being more like the example The Christ gave on earth BUT too often I want to live a life of comparison to others because it is easier. It is much easier to compare myself to other fallen people than to a perfect example. It is much easier to compare myself with other folks in churches, other folks in my community, other folks in The Bible, rather than compare my walk with His walk. And those comparisons can inflate my ego. BUT in comparison to the example Jesus gave while on this earth, my comparisons pale and fade and disappear.

I need to be more like Jesus than better than someone else. That is the comparison I need to make when I try to enthrone myself as judge of others and the world. I need to spend a lot more time comparing my walk with His walk.

I pray that I seek His judgment in my life and not my own. I pray that I am always working to live a life more like the example of Jesus. I pray that my walk will help bring others to His salvation and sanctification. I pray that I am a better ambassador of His Kingdom daily. I pray that through His mercy and grace and love that my walk will be a better example to all in my home, my community, and my world.

Grace and Shalom to your home.

I love you. I forgive you. Have a blessed and abundant day!

 
  • Apr 7, 2023
  • 3 min read

“He has made everything beautiful and appropriate in its time. He has also planted eternity [a sense of divine purpose] in the human heart [a mysterious longing which nothing under the sun can satisfy, except God]—yet man cannot find out (comprehend, grasp) what God has done (His overall plan) from the beginning to the end” (Ecclesiastes 3:11).

There is an emptiness, a hole, I try to fill with something as I walk in this world. Like a giant donut, I walk around trying to fill that hole. I spent time trying to fill that hole with all sorts of thoughts, peoples, and actions. BUT none of those attempts truly replace the “mysterious longing which nothing under the sun can satisfy, except God”. I can’t replace eternity with something temporary. I can only fill that eternal hole with eternity.

There has, over the past decades, been a falling away from attendance to church buildings except on big holidays where the routine and tradition of attendance is expected. These folks aren’t coming to church to fill their hole. They are in a routine. They are in a rut. They are stuck. And I know an awful lot about being stuck.

Three years ago, I was as stuck as I was going to get. I thought I had it all figured out and then the plague hit and I allowed everything to change. I finally hit the point where I was tired. I was filled with weltschmerz. I was disillusioned. I was lost. I was struggling. I was looking for a way out of fear and anger and hopelessness. And I found it in a path that led to a relationship with God.

I had been in a routine of showing up to church on the weekends. I had been in a routine of knowing enough about religion BUT having no real relationship with Him. I was one of those folks with a little knowledge and that always equals danger. I knew more than enough about The Bible and about church and about religion BUT I was neglecting a relationship with Him.

And that is the only thing that will fill that eternity hole. Until I chose to stop pretending to be a Christian and actually living out a daily relationship with Him, I was in a rut. I was in a routine where I could attend church, I could read The Bible, I could know a lot about religion BUT I never internalized and materialized an actual relationship. And that is what I see on weekends like these. I see a lot of folks that are where I was. And I want for them to have what I now have. A daily relationship where I am no longer untouched by God. A daily relationship that is foundationally structured around a relationship. A daily routine that does not require going to a building. A daily routine that does not rely on special clothing. A daily routine that relies on me to, as Jesus instructed, “forsake himselfe, and take vp his crosse, and follow me” (Mark 8:34).

I pray that this Easter is a time for others to take a daily walk with God. I pray that the festivities and remembrances and the fellowship of our Lord brings fullness to the hole that exists in each of us. I pray that The Church shows the importance of living a daily walk with Him. I pray that we as Ambassadors of His Kingdom help show a light to those weary from the world and allow them grace and mercy and peace.

Grace and Shalom to your home.

I love you. I forgive you. Have a blessed and abundant day!

 

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