“He has made everything beautiful and appropriate in its time. He has also planted eternity [a sense of divine purpose] in the human heart [a mysterious longing which nothing under the sun can satisfy, except God]—yet man cannot find out (comprehend, grasp) what God has done (His overall plan) from the beginning to the end” (Ecclesiastes 3:11).
There is an emptiness, a hole, I try to fill with something as I walk in this world. Like a giant donut, I walk around trying to fill that hole. I spent time trying to fill that hole with all sorts of thoughts, peoples, and actions. BUT none of those attempts truly replace the “mysterious longing which nothing under the sun can satisfy, except God”. I can’t replace eternity with something temporary. I can only fill that eternal hole with eternity.
There has, over the past decades, been a falling away from attendance to church buildings except on big holidays where the routine and tradition of attendance is expected. These folks aren’t coming to church to fill their hole. They are in a routine. They are in a rut. They are stuck. And I know an awful lot about being stuck.
Three years ago, I was as stuck as I was going to get. I thought I had it all figured out and then the plague hit and I allowed everything to change. I finally hit the point where I was tired. I was filled with weltschmerz. I was disillusioned. I was lost. I was struggling. I was looking for a way out of fear and anger and hopelessness. And I found it in a path that led to a relationship with God.
I had been in a routine of showing up to church on the weekends. I had been in a routine of knowing enough about religion BUT having no real relationship with Him. I was one of those folks with a little knowledge and that always equals danger. I knew more than enough about The Bible and about church and about religion BUT I was neglecting a relationship with Him.
And that is the only thing that will fill that eternity hole. Until I chose to stop pretending to be a Christian and actually living out a daily relationship with Him, I was in a rut. I was in a routine where I could attend church, I could read The Bible, I could know a lot about religion BUT I never internalized and materialized an actual relationship. And that is what I see on weekends like these. I see a lot of folks that are where I was. And I want for them to have what I now have. A daily relationship where I am no longer untouched by God. A daily relationship that is foundationally structured around a relationship. A daily routine that does not require going to a building. A daily routine that does not rely on special clothing. A daily routine that relies on me to, as Jesus instructed, “forsake himselfe, and take vp his crosse, and follow me” (Mark 8:34).
I pray that this Easter is a time for others to take a daily walk with God. I pray that the festivities and remembrances and the fellowship of our Lord brings fullness to the hole that exists in each of us. I pray that The Church shows the importance of living a daily walk with Him. I pray that we as Ambassadors of His Kingdom help show a light to those weary from the world and allow them grace and mercy and peace.
Grace and Shalom to your home.
I love you. I forgive you. Have a blessed and abundant day!