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Embrace the Within

Focusing inward to create the abundant life God wants.

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  • Apr 18, 2023
  • 5 min read

“When Gentiles, who do not have the Law [since it was given only to Jews], do instinctively the things the Law requires [guided only by their conscience], they are a law to themselves, though they do not have the Law. They show that the essential requirements of the Law are written in their hearts; and their conscience [their sense of right and wrong, their moral choices] bearing witness and their thoughts alternately accusing or perhaps defending them on that day when, as my gospel proclaims, God will judge the secrets [all the hidden thoughts and concealed sins] of men through Christ Jesus. But if you bear the name “Jew” and rely on the Law [for your salvation] and boast in [your special relationship to] God, and [if you claim to] know His will and approve the things that are essential or have a sense of what is excellent, based on your instruction from the Law, and [if you] are confident that you are a [qualified] guide to the blind [those untaught in theology], a light to those who are in darkness, and [that you are] a corrector of the foolish, a teacher of the [spiritually] childish, having in the Law the embodiment of knowledge and of the truth— well then, you who teach others, do you not teach yourself? You who preach against stealing, do you steal [in ways that are discrete, but just as sinful]? You who say that one must not commit adultery, do you commit adultery? You who detest idols, do you rob [pagan] temples [of valuable idols and offerings]? You who boast in the Law, do you [repeatedly] dishonor God by breaking the Law? For, “ the name of G od is blasphemed among the G entiles because of you ,” just as it is written [in Scripture]. Circumcision [the sign of the covenant of Abraham] is indeed of value if you practice the Law; but if you habitually break the Law, your circumcision has become uncircumcision [it is meaningless in God’s sight]. So if the uncircumcised man keeps the requirements of the Law, will not his uncircumcision be regarded [by God] as circumcision? Then he who is physically uncircumcised but keeps [the spirit of] the Law will judge you who, even though you have the written code and circumcision, break the Law. For he is not a [real] Jew who is only one outwardly, nor is [true] circumcision something external and physical. But he is a Jew who is one inwardly; and [true] circumcision is circumcision of the heart, by the Spirit, not by [the fulfillment of] the letter [of the Law]. His praise is not from men, but from God” (Romans 2:14-29 AMP).

I know that’s a big chunk BUT it is a unified chunk of Paul’s epistle. Although it applies to the distinction between Jews and Gentiles in the early days of The Christ’s following, I feel there is an application of how legalism and this need to follow rules, however well intentioned, leads down the same path as Judaism and the Pharisees traveled back then. And that path usually ends with hypocrisy. There is never anything so different about people, “'That which has been is that which will be [again], And that which has been done is that which will be done again. So there is nothing new under the sun. Is there anything of which it can be said, ‘See this, it is new’? It has already existed for [the vast] ages [of time recorded or unrecorded] Which were before us” (Ecclesiastes 1:9-10 AMP).

Paul compares how some can act with a heart of love without ever hearing the Law. There is something within us that knows what is right and just and good even without being told the good news of The Christ. Philosophy is full with morality devoid of salvation. I have walked along with many and been on a walk that was at least keeping God out of my philosophy BUT still found a morality that was at odds with those that not only knew salvation BUT were claiming to walk as The Christ. They called themselves Christians BUT lacked the circumcision of the heart that Paul speaks about in this letter. I walked with folks that understood that you don’t hurt people and you don’t take their things. Folks that understood that we had to allow other people to make their own choices. Folks that understood that ideas were only important when aligned with action.

BUT there were also hypocrites within that group as well. And it seems that regardless of time, place, or philosophy, wherever you find people that believe in something, then you will also find people that are hypocrites. Having the news of salvation isn’t always a help. If I don’t decide to change, and that takes a lot of courage, then all the good news isn’t going to help me.

I used to think that if you had the right ideas, then you were good. I wanted to be right and that got me nowhere. I was right BUT living completely wrong. Until I started living right rather than being right, nothing changed with my life. Three years ago when the plague hit, I had to make some decisions about being a hypocrite. Was I going to go all in on my walk with the Lord or was I going to just say I was changed and put on a good show for the internet? Was I going to do this thing or just pretend? Because pretending is not as difficult as getting on the ground and making changes.

And so I made those changes to my routine. I made those changes to my diet. I made those changes to my health. I made those changes mentally. I made those changes physically. I made those changes in self. I made those changes in action. If I was going to change, then it wasn’t going to be adding something new to the old me. It was going to be like Paul wrote, “Therefore if anyone is in Christ [that is, grafted in, joined to Him by faith in Him as Savior], he is a new creature [reborn and renewed by the Holy Spirit]; the old things [the previous moral and spiritual condition] have passed away. Behold, new things have come [because spiritual awakening brings a new life]” (2 Corinthians 5:17 AMP). And that says new creature and not creature with some new additions. It doesn’t say creature with some modifications. It doesn’t say creature with a new spoiler or rims. It says a new creature which has let the old creature die. I think that is the root of our hypocrisy. At least it has always been the root of mine. Having a heart that isn’t circumcised is because I am keeping my old creature alive. And I need to let that creature die and get buried so I can resurrect as something new.

I pray that I let the old me lay in its grave so the new me can walk in the Way of the Lord. I pray that I am a new creation in thought and action. I pray that I deny that old self and take His Cross to follow obediently in His Will. I pray that His grace helps me become a better creature, a new creature that is an Ambassador of His Kingdom.

Grace and Shalom to your home.

I love you. I forgive you. Have a blessed and abundant day!

  • Apr 14, 2023
  • 3 min read

“Those who truly love me are those who obey my commands. Whoever passionately loves me will be passionately loved by my Father. And I will passionately love him in return and will reveal myself to him” (John 14:21 TPT).

The only cure for bad theology is good theology. And there is a lot of bad theology to unlearn. A lot of bad theology is within our own control. I am responsible for reading and studying His Word. I am responsible for having a relationship with Him. And through studying His Word and building a relationship with Him, I get the beauty of the Spirit revealing my own bad theology. And I have had to unlearn a lot of bad theology that led to a lot of confusion for me as a young adult. Bad theology led me to question a lot of things about Christianity. Bad theology took me on a long journey outside of His Word and a personal relationship with Him. Bad theology led me to a lot of questions that could have been easily answered with good theology. BUT I wasn’t ready for good theology.

“The mature children of God are those who are moved by the impulses of the Holy Spirit” (Romans 8:14 TPT).

I had to be ready for good theology and that took a lot of time for me. I had to go down a lot of paths and side quests until I finally cracked open The Bible myself and started studying. I was content in just taking everyone else’s word for what The Bible meant. I had read good chunks of The Bible BUT I never really took responsibility for reading it and making my own decisions. I was suffering from outsourcing my theology to other people. And that isn’t what God wants. He wants a personal relationship. He wants me to be so interested in Him that I undertake the accountability to actually reach out and try to get to know Him. And that isn’t getting done one day a week. That isn’t getting done in snippets of scripture. That isn’t getting done in podcasts. I have to start dating God. I have to start spending time getting to know Him. I have to learn that all first hand. I can’t take the word of other people for that.

“But if we freely admit our sins when his light uncovers them , he will be faithful to forgive us every time. God is just to forgive us our sins because of Christ , and he will continue to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9 TPT).

There was a lot to unlearn about God that I had to work through over those first couple months. And there is probably still a lot of unlearning I have to go through. BUT it is a process of cleansing and sanctification that we can walk together as a body in The Christ, however, one we ultimately only walk with Him. And I enjoy the idea that I wasn’t wrong about my problems with theology in my salad days. I had some really bad theology. BUT I found the cure for that bad theology. And it involves denying myself, taking up His cross, and following Him obediently. I can only do those things if I work on my relationship with God through the example of Jesus.

“Jesus explained, ‘I am the Way, I am the Truth, and I am the Life. No one comes next to the Father except through union with me. To know me is to know my Father too. And from now on you will realize that you have seen him and experienced him’” (John 14:6-7 TPT).

I am going to keep focusing on the example Jesus provides of who the Father is. Through understanding Him and walking in His example, I get to become a better representative of His Kingdom. He is the Truth. And knowing the Truth is the best way to get to know God.

Grace and Shalom to your home.

I love you. I forgive you. Have a blessed and abundant day!

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